off to war

On the 17th of January 2013, i woke up to discover two unexpected gifts.
I didn't see this coming.
I didn't even think Armin Mersmann would have any knowledge of my blog - it's so little - let alone take the time to write me such a thoughtful, honest and above all, supportive message.
I think i forget sometimes that i'm not the only artist in the world.
That sounds incredibly narcissistic but it's the simple fact that i live with myself every day, i'm only capable of knowing how i feel at all times and i'm not one to share.
I'll put it all over the internet, however. 
More making of the sense that is not, my speciality.

I regret not talking to my university friends about the feelings of inadequacy that were debilitating me while i was still in education.
They were probably feeling just the same and would not have been able to fix my problems but perhaps then i wouldn't have felt so small and so alone in my situation.
To be a Fine artist in a contemporary art school is not easy, thus why i fled so spectacularly.
This year i'll be receiving my Ordinary Degree, after 4 years of the university kindly holding my space open so i could complete with my Honours.
Which i can do whenever i wish. 
Hopefully they'd reaccept me but i'm not entirely sure DOJ is the place for me.
I'm not even sure if art is the right choice for me and until i know that i won't be returning to any institution of art.
It's really rather hard for someone like myself, who's ultimate goal within university was to receive a 1st and couldn't even bring themselves to start their final year.
It's all i wanted but i was a mess and it shouldn't have been what being an artist at art school was about.
I should have just wanted to create, instead i wanted to win.
Unhealthy but understandable.
I still want that 1st, i think i always will but if i go back to complete my degree, i just want to produce something that touches people.
Something i'm proud of.
But not too proud! 

So, thank you Mr Mersmann
I can't tell you how much receiving your message meant to me and how much it's given me to think about.
Happy Birthday for tomorrow and please keep producing your sublime works of art.
They may leave me timid but they are truly wonderful things to behold.

Also, to anyone who is currently at art school or even doing it solo and finds themselves in the same situation as i, message me if you'd like.
I can't fix it but i can empathise.
With bells on.

My other gift of the day was from my Mum.
It's always nice to wake up to a present, especially when you are utterly undeserving because of the ungodly hour you've finally dragged yourself out of bed to attempt functioning like a normal human being.
I won't tell you the hour but it was pretty bad.
The sun was going back down.
Shame, shame on me.
Thanks Mum.
You may be the only one i have but i still kinda think you're the best one.

Feel free to make barfing noises behind your computer screens at my unabashed soppiness!
I care not!



Listening to: Seamonster 'Bed of Roses'

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Dex said...

Bought my first cadbury's mini eggs of the year :)

Louise Boyd said...

Every time we reach a new page of comments i always get a little shock. It feels like we started being friends only a minute ago 0_0 Sorry i haven't been the greatest one of late, 2016 really was a bitch of a year =/

Mini Eggs are the devil's candy and bless him for their very creation! Now put down your bag and send it to me...

Jason Isaacs is actually a great suggestion but i think he's a bit too old now and perhaps a little too bear-like. Crowley's gotta be lean but intimidating. If you could put Jason Isaacs head on Fassbender's body then that could work. Where's Dr Frankenstein when you need him!
I keep having to tell myself to not get too excited about this. It could just break my heart and i'd like to be prepared =/

Dex said...

Hey, don't worry about it. I post too much, I know that. I suppose you can say that we balance each other out :)

I got a double dip from someone's Swizzel tin at work today :)

Louise Boyd said...

"I got a double dip from someone's Swizzel tin at work today :)"

...

My mind is a filthy place 0_0

Dex said...

I was incredibly proud of that sentence :)

Also, please say thank you to Emily for taking account of my antiquated ways when making her 12 Days of Christmas and putting her playlist on youtube. Her 12 Days really is one of the things I look forward to the most.

Louise Boyd said...

Dear boy, that is why you're in my Top 5 (outside the family) people. Were there mini Refresher bars in the tin?

Can do but will you ever jump on the Spotify train? It really is more efficient.

Ps. I forgot to send you this list of Screenrant's casting choices for Good Omens:

http://screenrant.com/good-omens-casting-amazon-tv-show-gaiman/

I'm so on board with War, Famine, Shadwell, Newt and Crowley. The other choices are making me squirm, especially Aziraphale =/ And i love him.

Dex said...

To be honest, I think it's a poor list. Far too many pretty faces. And the less said about Aziraphale, the better (except wtf?!). Let's take comfort in the fact that no real cast list is ever made up like that.

Yeah, you're right. I should use spotify. However, I do quite enjoy being as inefficient as possible :)

Holy Forest by pinkshinyultrablast

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ZO2psc4En4

Dex said...

Oh, I forgot to say that there were mini refresher bars in the tin. I had a couple along with some fizzers and love hearts. Haven't had a double lollie yet though.

Dex said...

Junebouvier by Whirr

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=obnLi07AK5w

Dex said...

I wonder if they still sell irn bru bars? They were quite variable. Sometimes they were sour and sometimes they were sweet. I wonder why? Anyway, I preferred the sour.

This is what happens when I post a message and just decide to write down my thoughts.

I'm thinking about sweets 90% of the time.

Dex said...

Today is the Day by Yo La Tengo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Az3SHeMHC6c

Dex said...

Berlin Lovers by Still Corners

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hCD9g1pH6BA

Dex said...

Umi by pinkshinyultrablast

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z-cISmtXk1M

The Cherry Pit by pinkshinyultrablast

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VuDscQBInyA

Dex said...

Take Me As I Am by Au Revoir Simone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lu5LxBPbqSc

Dex said...

We Have Everything by Young Galaxy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bD8lwY8gRs

Dex said...

It was snowing today :)

Dex said...

Mini rolls and digestive slices. This is what happens when I go shopping for food :S

Dex said...

Rise by Azure Ray

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPdgW_YrG7g

Dex said...

You know the best thing about February, Maggot? Pancake day :)

Dex said...

Flashback by Whirr

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HsFOREd_lmo

Dex said...

Sorry for posting all the old music, Lilliputty. I've haven't quite got back to my music exploring ways. I'm just trying to re-discover some of my favourites.

Dex said...

I really need to start watching It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia

Louise Boyd said...

It's been two weeks since i've said a word to you.
...
Why do you even talk to me?! I'm such a dick =/
And yes, you must start watching IASIP. If you had Netflix you could watch 7 seasons of it...

Dex said...

Because I like continually proving that I'm not a robot.

Louise Boyd said...

If you were a Bender-type robot, i'd be cool with it.

Dex said...

Also, you know more about and have the best taste in music, books and tv/films of anyone I've ever met.

Plus you're foul mouthed and sarcastic.

What more could I ask for?

Louise Boyd said...

The ability to produce Skittles from my fingertips? That'd be neat.

I'm having a shit day so reading that you think i'm pretty darn cool - even though i find it very confusing - has made my day far less shit. Thank you, buddy, i'd really be a sadder sack without you.
I will however be staying in bed, drinking a never-ending mug of Options (because it tastes just as fucking good as regular hot chocolate in my opinion) while watching copious amounts of B-class tv (my current choice being Van Helsing, bless tv networks for feeding my love of crappy vampire storylines).

Dex said...

I think you're owed a good day, Maggot. Lots of them.

Dex said...

Lafaye by School of Seven Bells

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUrQnDVWXvo

Dex said...

I'm pretty sure that all I'm gonna do the rest of my life is go to work, listen to music and watch films :S

Dex said...

Braid by Gem Club

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=861qmIO1Pio

Dex said...

Teenage Tide by Letting Up Despite Great Faults

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mk7KdYOF0Is

Dex said...

I Never Would by Seapony

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=94A2PdHBUEk

Dex said...

Shortwave by Monster Movie

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fIAdXe-1lv4

Dex said...

No Letting Go by Mint Julep

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pCrJmSByWN0

Dex said...

Lilliputty! Awesome free download :D

http://store.unseen-music.com/album/adorn

Dex said...

Happy pancake day, Maggot :)

Dex said...

Lilliputty, ask your sisters to go hunting for these :)

https://groceries.morrisons.com/webshop/product/Nesquik-Chocolate-Flavour-Milk-Slice/272192011?dnr=y

Dex said...

So, today I was taken to a room at work to discuss how my sarcastic sense of humour could be seen as offensive by some people. It was quite a friendly talking to but it still made me feel like shit. I really need to change my attitude. This is why I never get anywhere in life :)

Louise Boyd said...

...the fuck? You're the gentlest creature in all the land. What the actual fuck? That's essentially them telling you to not be you and that to me is unacceptable. Fuck. I'm furious for you.

Dex said...

Thank you, Maggot. You're the best. From now on, I'll just be myself with the people who deserve it. Especially you :)

Louise Boyd said...

Consider me honoured, Fungus. I wouldn't change you for the fucking world! Trade you for Nesquik slices, however? Well, that's a different story :)

Were you okay at work today? Not too weird?

Dex said...

Ditto :)

Work was okay, thanks Lilliputty. I just feel a little bit down but I'll get over it. I guess it doesn't take much to knock my confidence these days :)

I hope you're feeling better too and that the days are far less shit than they have been. I wish we were some place far away having adventures. Then again, I think we'd both miss our beds :)

Louise Boyd said...

I'd be just the same, m'dear. I think you were unfortunately the victim of someone lacking a sense of humour and the necessary receptors to recognise humour in other people. Common symptom in the planetary epidemic that is humanity but at least i still think you're cool and my opinion's the most important... right? :)

We could kick it old school and do a Bedknobs and Broomsticks kinda thing. Y'know, go on adventures but take our beds with us? I'd be down with that.

Dex said...

Or maybe we could just stick our bedrooms and all the other shit we'd need in a TARDIS :)

So long as you think I'm okay, then I don't really care about what anyone else says :)

Holy fuckballs, Lilliputty. You're destroying that reading challenge!

Louise Boyd said...

A Tardis! Why, of course! I think you should be the brains of the operation, i'm clearly better in the sleep department...

Last year i set a 50 book challenge and i think i was 2 books over? This year i'm aiming for 40 because it actually caused me stress. STRESS! I kept getting anxious that i wouldn't read enough books and what that would say about my ability as a reader. Not cool. Reading is the best part of my day. I can't sleep if i don't read. In no way do i want that experience to be stressful =/
...
I'm an actual lunatic, aren't i?

Dex said...

Utterly insane :)

For some reason, it always makes me happy to know how much you love books :)

Dex said...

Starting Over by LSD and the Search for God

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HMKkbco7UFE

Dex said...

Dirty Dreams by Work Drugs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFl987mpXMk

Dex said...

No Winter, No Autumn by Moscow Olympics

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B49G2-SQQrI

Dex said...

Sunn by Swirlies

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ZacuBAVNxY

Dex said...

Fallen Stars by SPC ECO

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7TCYM-QYww

Dex said...

The Hours by Exitmusic

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wudo85xfYCg

Dex said...

Follow Me Down by Swallow

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxrSc1sMeNg

Dex said...

Lazy Hunter by Boy Friend

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O9HoeJ19mzA

Dex said...

Well, that's the rentals gone away for 5 weeks!

And I've got annual leave next week too :)

Dex said...

Hmm, trying to decide on my film list for my week off :)

Dex said...

On The Run by Postiljonen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEnBrQYHJ8g

Dex said...

Another Tale From Another English Town by Lanterns on the Lake

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pEKBQ9oUtSU

Dex said...

I think if I had a blog, I would call it Fuchsia's Attic.

Just a thought :)

Louise Boyd said...

0_0

Damn you, that's brilliant.

Dex said...

Thanks, Lilliputty. It's only taken me about 4 years to come up with a half decent name :)

Dex said...

Heartbeats by Thrushes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmK65dlPNTs

Louise Boyd said...

So... when does Fuchsia's Attic open its doors?

Dex said...

I don't think I have anything to say. I'm bad with words and I'm too lazy to look for stuff. I don't know where you find the energy :)

Louise Boyd said...

Why not try a Tumblr account instead? You don't have to talk on tumblr, just reblog like a maniac.

And i don't have energy, i have procrastination, thus, blogging.

Dex said...

Don't sell yourself short, Maggot. You do a fantastic job of maintaining your blog and other pages. That's a lot of work!

I'll give some serious thought to increasing my online presence :) I'm not sure it would be very good for me though, psychologically. I can get quite obsessive about some things as you've probably noticed :S

Dex said...

Dead City Emily by Marissa Nadler

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_KVavjkdTs

Drive by Marissa Nadler

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3uH8ipVEmA

Dex said...

I'm sorry for posting so much music lately, Lilliputty.

Dex said...

I've been spending my day deactivating most of my online profiles. I'm hoping that maintaining only a minimal presence online will improve my mood :)

Dex said...

Back to work tomorrow. I completely wasted my week off :)

Dex said...

So today for lunch I had red bull and mini rolls :S

Louise Boyd said...

...
Are you Willy Wonka and do you have a chocolate factory you'd be happy to let me raid? Sans creepy oompa loompas of course.

Dex said...

Someone brought 'Candy Kittens' sweets into work today :)

Dex said...

I sometimes wish I had been one of those people who takes an interest in weather. Y'know, recording everyday the temperature, rainfall etc. I like the idea of looking back on the years and seeing when we had nice weather, heavy snow, all those things. I'm a very sad person :)

Louise Boyd said...

You're saying this to the girl that can't go a day without checking the weather at least twice.
Never fucking apologise for any interest you had, have or will have. If you want to go out Larping or stay in and watch cake tutorials on youtube then so fucking be it. The only person who will ever judge you for that are people who don't have interesting enough lives to be judgemental of their own. I am in no doubt that any or all of my old friends would see my life as small and unadventurous, that's their prerogative, even if i wasn't living at home i'd still rather stay in and binge-watch Netflix or rifle through my vintage paperbacks to find the best smelling one. Give me that over being "interesting" any day. Interesting doesn't even exist! It's all relative. To me, the most interesting people are the ones with seemingly strange interests because i can relate but that's the point, we connect with similar values. It's why we're friends (and bloody good friends when i'm not being a lazy shitbag who doesn't reply to messages).
So if you want to record the rainfall of your eerie piece of land then go for it, Fungus and fuck everybody else.
...
You made me rant =/

Dex said...

Your ranting is very much appreciated, Maggot :)

Louise Boyd said...

Well, i'm good at it and you're my favourite, so i hate when you're down on yourself. You're a much more awesome human than you think you are, my friend.

Dex said...

Thank you, Maggot. That means a lot to me. I'm sorry but I never know how to respond to anything that isn't a sarcastic insult :)

You're always saying that you're not a very good friend because you don't reply so much these days but I don't care about that. I've never felt abandoned by you and I know you have your own stuff going on that you need to deal with. You have no idea how much I love being friends with you :)

Louise Boyd said...

Ughhhh, we're disgusting, it's making my skin itch 0_0

Consider yourself virtually punched in the solar plexus =/

Dex said...

Thanks. I needed that reality check :)

Dex said...

When I clicked on 'queens of sarcasm and disdainful death stares', i half expected to see a picture of you :)

Louise Boyd said...

Hah! It's a fair assumption, i do give good death stare, even Nancy Downs would be impressed.

Dex said...

I really need to watch The Craft. Why couldn't we have grown up on the same street where you could have forced me to watch all the things I've missed?

Dex said...

I really like your new 'evening' blog photo :)

Dex said...

I had peanut butter and pretzel m&m's the other day. They were both pretty good :)

Dex said...

One of my favourite things at the moment is the youtube channel 'Abroad in Japan'. Just so you know :)

Actually, Japan is the country I would most like to visit.

Dex said...

I've stocked up on food so I don't have to leave the house all weekend. You are literally the only human being I would want to see right now :)

Louise Boyd said...

Rookie mistake, i'd just steal all your food.

Dex said...

Maybe just as well. I've been eating ridiculous amounts of bacon :S

Louise Boyd said...

http://myzone.kola3h3xzfzrglqef.netdna-cdn.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/12/Super-Funny-And-Cute-Animal-Pictures-004.jpg

Dex said...

How do you find these things? :D

Dex said...

Charlie's toes :)

Dex said...

Have you ever had a 'Yum Yum' pastry. They sell them next door to work at the college :)

Dex said...

I completely forgot it was Easter this weekend!

Dex said...

Pancakes and syrup tonight :)

Dex said...

Parents are back tomorrow so I have to go to the shops tonight and replenish the food supplies :)

Dex said...

I hope do not mind that I sent you something very small for Easter. Not sure it will arrive on time though :S

Dex said...

Happy Easter, Maggot. Eat lots of chocolate :)

Dex said...

Today we had hail, snow and sun :S

Dex said...

The best thing about this time of year is all the Easter Eggs now on offer :)

Dex said...

Good Night, Rich Kids by Panda Riot

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6EGeMsW5Kkg

Dex said...

Hanged Man by Be Forest

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g2EimrHK7hk

Dex said...

Have I ever told you how much I like Jackie Chan's badly dubbed 80s and 90s films? Well, I do :) I saw First Strike on tv the other day and it reminded me how much fun they are :)

Dex said...

Having to go to someone's leaving party tonight :S

Dex said...

Glad to see Charlie is still keeping well :)

Dex said...

I don't know why it is still snowing in April

Dex said...

I saw this job I might apply for the other week but it did not occur to me then. It was a temporary job doing basically the same thing I'm doing now, but in Orkney. Maybe if I had gone for it, I could have got a secondment and moved away for a year. I will definitely have to keep my eyes open from now on.

Louise Boyd said...

Trying to edge closer to the mainland? I like that idea.

Ps. Sugar box? Thank you, dear boy. My brain's trying to eat me alive right now so the sugar high is much appreciated.

Pps. I had to google 'secondment' =/ I'm not a grown person.

Dex said...

Yes, it was just a Swizzel box :)

I think I just know secondment because I use it a whole lot in my job :)

Dex said...

I don't know, sometimes I feel like moving away and starting again, but part of me wants to stay and make the best of what I have at the moment. It's confusing :)

Dex said...

Take Me To The Riot by Stars

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzSUIxYQI2E

Dex said...

Folk Festival this weekend. Yes, another festival :)

Dex said...

Drove to the cake fridge today. Bought cupcakes and tray bake :)

Dex said...

I feel so much better when it's nice weather :) I hope it's okay in Blair too.

Dex said...

Sugar by Young Prisms

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-htqF5cF_3A

Dex said...

Glass Deers by Braids

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=adhxSEjnBjA

Dex said...

I hope you're feeling a bit better, Lilliputty.

Dex said...

I was trying to think of something interesting that I could tell you happened in my life recently.

But there is nothing :)

Dex said...

Kaleidoscope by Ringo Deathstarr

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LxyYPlv4RVs

Dex said...

In Kind by Braids

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Xk-s4fCCwc

Dex said...

Blue Skies by Sad Day For Puppets

https://saddayforpuppets.bandcamp.com/track/blue-skies

Dex said...

I had fried chicken for lunch today at the college. It kinda reminded me of that episode of Community :)

Dex said...

Walk Alone by Broken Little Sister

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9tEXa7GktVo

Dex said...

Summer Dreamer by The Daysleepers

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gskNHVL6deU

Dex said...

Ivory Coast by Pure Bathing Culture

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLnmZMD2qXM

Dex said...

Sun Was High (So Was I) by Best Coast

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xdansEXFjg

Dex said...

I hope you're okay, Maggot.

Dex said...

In Kind by Braids

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Xk-s4fCCwc

Dex said...

Sorry again for all the music lately. But it's all your fault :) I only ever listened to a few artists before I met you. And then I started trying to find new music to try and impress you. And then I started to find more music that I liked. And now it's such a big part of my life and one of the few things I like about myself.

So, thanks, Maggot :)

Dex said...

Upper East Side by Experimental Aircraft

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNYSErz-OEg

Dex said...

The Body by The Pains Of Being Pure At Heart

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EcGpMp79zgI

Dex said...

I haven't watched a new film in about 3 months. I think I'm starting to lose interest in almost everything :S

Dex said...

Do you remember Lucozade Tablets? Well, I found something very similar at the supermarket - Dextro Energy tablets. It was a good find.

Dex said...

Home by Glasser

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WM9jh9nQNgE

Dex said...

I hope your reading challenge is going well, Maggot. I bet you're just demolishing those books :)

Dex said...

I miss you. Come back when you're ready but I did not want you to think that you were not missed.

Dex said...

Afflictions of Love by Low Sea

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qoAlNOjdqSs

Dex said...

Supposed to be warmest day tomorrow. As if it matters to people like me :)

Dex said...

Actually, it was misty for most of the day :S

Louise Boyd said...

Going to have to rub it in your face and tell you how goddamn warm and sunny it was here yesterday and today.
My cheeks are sunburned (luckily in a pretty way 0_0 nobody wants lobster cheeks)

Ps. Thank you for being so patient with me, it's muchly appreciated.

Dex said...

Reading in the garden again? :)

Car by Emily Reo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=INa_6vHuAwo

Louise Boyd said...

Nah, the reading came after. This was from stupidly lolling about on the deck talking to Em and the Motherling for 3 hours =/ Not my smartest move.

Dex said...

Well, I had pancakes and syrup and an iced latte today (I have no idea how that makes up for the lack of sun).

Louise Boyd said...

Because it sounds fecking delicious! and you can't eat sunshine. That's how.

Dex said...

Haha, I guess not :)

Dark Western by Au Revoir Borealis

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8FliCisZns

Dex said...

It's Emily's birthday tomorrow, isn't it? I hope she has a good day and that you have cake :)

Dex said...

I reckon I should learn how to make iced coffee.

Dex said...

Okay, this weekend I'm going to make a list of all the films I want to watch over the next month.

Also, there's a cat sitting outside my bedroom window.

Dex said...

Another weekend of doing nothing. I sometimes wish I knew people who liked the same things as me but at the same time I'm usually happiest when I'm on my own.

Dex said...

With You by Magnetic Poetry

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=icLSHPVPaJE

Dex said...

Thinking about booking the week after next off work. I'm starting to get a reputation as the office grump.

Dex said...

I never did ask my sibling if he finished his Blade of the Immortal collection.

Dex said...

I sometimes think I should set myself a word limit for the day. It would stop me talking so much rubbish.

Dex said...

Well, I've booked leave for next week. I'll probably just waste it again.

Dex said...

You'll never guess what I found in the supermarket this evening. Kinder Milk Slices :)

Dex said...

Finally made it to my leave. Determined not to waste it. Which means I probably will :)

Dex said...

Trying to decide on a new tv series to start watching.

Dex said...

Watching Tombstone tonight. Fine western. And one of the best casts ever :)

Dex said...

I made the mistake of leaving the house today and walking around town. I'm not sure if it's just me but I think this place is slowly turning into a shithole.

Dex said...

Wheel of the Law by Kendra Smith

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMRAqBf7DxE

Dex said...

Exhale by treasureseason

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LCKyPBkjnkc

Dex said...

I really need to get around to watching Archer Vice.

Dex said...

Have a lovely weekend, Lilliputty. I hope Father's Day also means cake for you :)

Dex said...

Can you believe it's nearly our birthday again? :S

Dex said...

High by Mathemagic

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCNWJArgbMA

Dex said...

Is it weird that I've never tried frozen yogurt before?

Dex said...

Heart Fog by Th' Faith Healers

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDa-8xIrW2E

Dex said...

Really getting into soup these days.

I'm the most interesting person in the world :)

Dex said...

I always feel slightly better about the world when Red Letter Media upload a new Best of the Worst video.

Dex said...

Working on my summer playlist :)

Dex said...

I hope you're getting lots of sun, Maggot. It's terrible here!

Dex said...

I've been thinking about giving up caffeine to see if it helps reduce the frequency of these headaches. Ugh, I get so many headaches.

Dex said...

Holy fuck, Lilliputty. You've already completed 90% of your reading challenge!

Dex said...

I haven't read a book in so long. You'd be so disappointed in me.

Dex said...

I hope things are getting better, Lilliputty.

Dex said...

I think I really need to redecorate my room. I pretty much accepted that I'm never going to move out of here :S

Dex said...

Well, this looks batshit insane :)

Roar (trailer)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cny_D50Rr44

Dex said...

I know this is almost a month late but cool trainers :)

Dex said...

I fucked up. I should have worked in a school so I could have a 6 week summer holiday.

Dex said...

I found this review of Blade Runner pretty entertaining :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=adjfTktpIzg

Dex said...

Fuck, I've written some twattish nonsense during this rambling conversation these last few years :S

Dex said...

I finally got around to getting spotify :)

Dex said...

Well, that's my mum and dad gone away for 10 days. Time to enjoy some peace and quiet. That's all I really want these days :)

Dex said...

Watching Frasier and pointless internet searches. This is what I do when I'm left on my own :)

Dex said...

I've become so arrogant about my taste in things like music and films. I basically think that everyone else's sucks.

Dex said...

Bought cupcakes and marshmallows from the cake fridge today.

Dex said...

The one problem with my parents being away is that I don't eat properly. I had a cup of tea for breakfast, then didn't eat anything until the evening when I stuffed myself with cupcakes and pasta.

Dex said...

I'm thinking of buying an N64 for our birthday this year. Or maybe that's a little sad for a 31 year old :)

Dex said...

I drink ridiculous amounts of tea when I'm left on my own :S

Dex said...

I think I need to see this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cny_D50Rr44

Dex said...

Not leaving the house this weekend.

Dex said...

Hmm, I should probably start giving some thought to our birthday :)

Dex said...

Y'know how I said I was giving up caffeine - well today I had about 5 cups of coffee :S

Dex said...

Have to pick my parents up from the boat tomorrow morning, my peace and quiet shattered :)

I hope you don't mind that I still keep you up to date with my oh so interesting life.

Louise Boyd said...

Keep it coming. I like knowing you're okay. I'll come back. I promise.

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