wy - softie

"I just wanna tell you how I feel
But I don’t talk about my misery
To you, to no one
Don’t wanna drag you in
I just try to tell you how I deal
With all the shit I think
All the dark I see
And how I push through anyway
I do it all for you
I break my back for you
It's all I wanna do

I feel like a shell of a person
some new version of me
something you didn’t think
I would be

Can’t act like I care
Can’t tell you enough
You’re enough
Can’t bring myself to say loud that I love you
I just hope you know

I am tired of feeling in control
Being good and being pure
It’s overrated
Complicated
And I’m off my meds now
And I’m doing it again
And it’s getting harder acting like a friend

Can’t act like I care
Can’t tell you enough
You’re enough
Can’t bring myself to say loud that I love you
I just hope you know

I just hope you know
I just hope it shows
I’m trying harder
I’m trying harder than before
I just hope you know

I just hope it shows
I’m trying harder
I’m trying harder than before

I just hope you know
I just hope you know
I just hope you know
I just hope you know"

...

Oh, Wy.
You make me all squishy inside.
It's gross.
...
Carry on.